TY - CHAP M1 - Book, Section TI - The Last Vestige of Control A1 - Madden, Kevin A1 - Meyer, Laura A2 - Epner, Daniel E. PY - 2022 T2 - Empathy: Real Stories to Inspire and Enlighten Busy Clinicians AB - ONE OF MY most vivid memories of being hospitalized as a child was awakening in the middle of the night with my bed sheets soaked in blood. I was alone, since parents were not allowed to sleep in the hospital back then. I walked down the hall to find someone to help, noticed two doctors sitting in a workroom scribbling on charts, and stood in the doorway frozen in silence until they noticed me, cleaned me up, and gave me a fresh gown. The blood was just a blown IV, but it looked like death to a terrified 7-year-old boy. The next evening, when my parents left to go home after visiting hours were over, I told them, “I won't see you tomorrow.” When they asked why, I said, “I am going to die tonight.” SN - PB - McGraw Hill LLC CY - New York, NY Y2 - 2024/04/20 UR - hemonc.mhmedical.com/content.aspx?aid=1190085900 ER -